Book 3, Chapter 10: Both Together

⁠​​​‌​​​​‌​​​​​​‌‌​‌​​‌‌‌​‌​​‌‌‌‌​​​​‌‌‌​​‌​​​​‌​‌‌‌​​‌‌‌​‌‌​​​‌‌⁠Alyosha left his father’s house feeling even more exhausted and dejected in spirit than when he had entered it. His mind too seemed shattered and unhinged, while he felt that he was afraid to put together the disjointed fragments and form a general idea from all the agonizing and conflicting experiences of the day. He felt something bordering upon despair, which he had never known till then. Tower